Sometimes, knowing the truth is like taking a gret fall.

you feel numb
you feel pain
&hurt.

Especially when the truth is about yourself being ignorant..
an ignorant git.

YOu thought everything should/would happen that way because it happened to you that way before.

YOu thought such things will remain unchange as time pass
but you are wrong...
you know that the only constant is change.

you expect things to be that way.
but you are so foolish.
do you really think they will be as u wish?

it just hit me really hard that those were the times
and now is the present.
Though it may not be a nice gift, i have to accept the present.

this is the way things are.

and then when i look back at those memories..
they are no longer part of what i always look upon and feed upon for some sense of joy.
they now look like photographs.
dead, silent, hard and cold photographs.
The smiles printed on them so liveless.. haunting.

No more. shall one live in the past.
we all moved on.

(and i love this song~~~

it makes me tear~~~)



五月天 - 突然好想你
作词：阿信
作曲：阿信


最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

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